one shot

So tonight was my first church camp speaking deal of the year. . . .and I blew it. I'll be honest I felt off, I sounded off, I'm sure I looked off. All in all it just didn't go well. I don't know maybe it was the cute blonde in the 2nd row who came to visit her sister, maybe it was just the fact that I wasn't feeling it tonight, either way I sucked.

Which brings me to my thought. I had one chance with these kids. Each person does a different night, and tonight was my night. So what do with my one chance of the year? I stumble over my words, I lose my text I do all kinds of other crap that just doesn't seem like what I normally do. I guess more than anything I feel bad cause I don't want to disapoint the kids.

Maybe God's teaching me humility or whatever, but wow, it was a tough pill to swallow. Hopefully the rest of the camps go better. . . I can't imagine them going any worse.