Thoughts from Aaron of Court House

Wednesday, February 22, 2006

A quick break for station Identification

I am taking a break from the Christology today. I want to talk about something I about which I am a little more passionate. I watched a man die today; not metaphorically or spiritually. I was physically in the room as a man breathed out his last few breaths. I stood there and hugged the family. I prayed with them as they asked us to “pray for peace please.”

At that moment, I gained a whole lot of perspective on ministry and on life. I do not think they cared about my theology; they did not care if I was a good preacher, or if I understood the theandric union. All they really wanted I think was a warm body that loved them to hug.

Sometimes I get caught up in a lot of junk that really is not important. Most recently, I have been fighting online about tithing, and Civil Religion, and the environment, and I have been real caught up in it. Very passionately staking my claim and logically making my case. I was fighting about stuff that is useless when there are souls hanging in the balance!

I recognize that everything effects and plays a part in your theology and ministry, but man …I am on the front lines right now and I don’t have time for the ivory tower. I was talking to a friend of mine and he said “If it is impeding people from getting into the kingdom then it needs to be dealt with, and if you have a new way to help people see Christ in a better light then fine, but quit complaining, people here enough of that.”

Moreover, he was right.

A while back, my dad was talking to a man and the man was dying. He told my dad “I don’t want to leave my wife but if I can see my son in heaven right when I die I think I can manage.” Then was not the time to discuss soul sleep and bodily resurrection with this guy. I don’t’ know exactly what dad said but I think it was something like “Being absent of the body is being present with the father, I think Jesus will take your hand and lead you to heaven.”

I want to comfort people and show love. I want to love and love to its fullest. I want to preach a complete Gospel of a resurrected Jesus who ransomed me, brought me to the father, and gave me the Holy Spirit. I want to show people that “JESUS LOVES ME THIS I KNOW!!”

And for them to know that is enough to start it out!!

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3 Comments:

  • Nothing but respect and compassion for you.

    Keep working on those trenches. Your heart is beautiful Mr. Duvall.

    It's not that you don't have time for theology or for the ivory tower. Looking on someone's situation and addressing their needs is a part of theology just as much as reading a book on Christology. It's just the more practical side of theology. It's the evidence of the God you have been discovering (which is what theology really is).

    By Blogger Mike Cline, at 10:20 AM  

  • "quick" break?

    I mean, I'm all about redefining terms. It's part of my pomo make up, but come on...

    By Blogger Mike Cline, at 4:19 PM  

  • Aaron,

    I am glad you were in that room.

    I also thank you for the sobering reminder that theology that does not serve the Church is not theology at all. As I am sure you know, it is easy to lose touch at times with real life and all the stuff that goes with it when you live in academia. Your reflection has caused me to slow down a little today.

    Thank you for thoughts,

    Nate

    By Blogger Nathan Hendershott, at 4:11 PM  

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